When The Dust Settles: Thailand

When The Dust Settles: Thailand

Who will finish
your jigsaw heart
when he leaves,
taking pieces with him?
Who told you to play
with unbeatable men?

Men who let you
love loneliness
out of them
gifting it back to you
wondering why
you return half full.

He is a desert
you, the oasis
desperate to
hydrate and keep
the hope of love;
a cruel mirage.
©Assumpta Ozua 2015


Distil Bar, Bangkok

I leave a minute part of me in every city that I visit [and love].

While my Bangkok experience differed significantly to the last time I was there some years ago, I was no less sad when leaving Thailand this time, than I was previously.

This trip was noteworthy for three major reasons:

  1. Bearing witness to my friend from High School marrying the love of her life in one of the most beautiful celebrations I have ever attended
  2. Being abroad with High School friends I hadn’t travelled with since our trip to Barcelona 8 years ago (we do, however, meet up in the UK)
  3. Spending time with a friend from University I hadn’t seen in 7 years who happened to be in Thailand at the same time

Beautiful yet bittersweet memories are currently hugging my heart.

Below are some pictures from my last night:


From L to R: Dreamer || Editor || Accountant || Doctor


Sky Bar, Bangkok (from The Hangover Part II)



Shangri-La Hotel, Bangkok



Dress: French Connection | Heels: Random Boutique | Bag: Thai shop | Earrings: Zac Posen | Cuff Bracelet: Borrowed | Watch: DKNY


  1. December 15, 2015 / 9:24 pm

    Ahh the sky bar is the hotel I’ll be staying at if I go on the Bangkok trip!!! Omg it looks amazing!

    Also so in love with your dress!

    C x

    • December 16, 2015 / 11:02 am

      That bar was amazing; the views were just insane. Definitely go if you can!
      And thanks re: my dress. I’m glad I finally got to wear it as it still had tags on when I put it in my suitcase lol. x

  2. December 16, 2015 / 10:06 pm

    Girl who broke your heart?
    That poem is deep..
    And so is that FC dress, loooooove!
    You have some smart ass friends too, you go ladies <3

    • December 17, 2015 / 9:54 am

      Thanks girl.. supposedly birds of a feather flock together so I figured if I stick with them, people will think I’m smart by association 😉 haha! I kid I kid
      Having said that, I have some ‘diverse’ friends too – you know everybody gotta have a ratchet friend or two – for comedic value if nothing more!
      As for the heart break – I might need a glass of wine and one of your delicious creations for that conversation *sigh*

      • December 18, 2015 / 5:46 pm

        Aw shit! Yup – you def need a rachet ass friend, if only to keep you in balance.

        And we should find some time to skype or something then.
        That is, if you still wanna talk about it? Because sometimes you just wanna move the f*** on too lol

        • December 21, 2015 / 11:14 am

          lol! I think I’m in the move on stage but I don’t mind talking about it for laughs if nothing more – it’s like something out of a movie!
          We should definitely Skype! 🙂

          • December 22, 2015 / 1:59 am

            Ok, we’ll figure a good time to skype.
            Probably after Christmas.

          • December 22, 2015 / 10:05 am

            I look forward to it!

  3. December 20, 2015 / 3:29 pm

    Those words flowed organically, powerful!

    • December 21, 2015 / 11:16 am

      Thank you very much
      I appreciate you reading 🙂

  4. January 5, 2016 / 5:38 am

    That is a very good tip especially to those fresh to the
    blogosphere. Short but very accurate information… Many thanks for sharing this one.

    A must read article!

    • January 5, 2016 / 9:50 am

      Thank you for reading and for your kind comment 🙂

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