After I Do

After I Do

Exactly two weeks ago, I got married. Well, I did so according to the traditional Nigerian, or more specifically, Esan (Edo) marriage rites. However, I have been legally married for 12 days (our church ceremony took place two days after our Nigerian one).

This came as a surprise to a number of people. Like Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie and her sentiments on “the ever-growing performative aspect of pregnancy” reported by various sources, I feel much the same when it came to my own relationship, my engagement and my actual wedding. I did not want to “perform” my milestones.

Now don’t get me wrong, I believe that sharing with loved ones on social media can be a wonderful thing – it is what social media was created for after all. However, I think it has taken a more baleful twist over the years with one-upmanship and histrionics at the helm all in the name of being noticed, ‘liked’ and potentially going viral in order to capitalise on the newly found fame.

I wanted to enjoy my relationship [in real life] without thinking about the perfect picture to show I was having the time of my life with the love of my life. Many people did not even know I was in a relationship because my husband did not appear on any of my social media. So unless you knew us personally, there was no way of you guessing.

That is not to say that I hid him. Far from it. We attended friends’ birthday parties, weddings etc and we met each other’s families. There was nothing clandestine about our relationship. I personally chose not to feature him on my numerous social media platforms and blog (despite the fact that I feature on his one, seldom used social media account) because I delighted in growing with one another without questions, adulation or any other unsolicited emotion from people who were not invested in us personally and helping us to improve.

There were days when I wanted to gush and post about him on Instagram or Facebook extolling his many virtues and share the latest thing he’d done to surprise me. And then I would ask myself “why?” After answering (more often than not the reply would be self-gratification) I would usually lavish the praise on him directly or call / message one of my best friends who would rejoice with me.

I suppose a large part of me just wanted to retain some privacy for as long as possible – especially as I knew once we got married there was no way of banning pictures and yes, I did consider it. It’s not because I’m ashamed of him as one person enquired – in fact it’s quite the opposite, I’m so proud of my husband and could talk about him all day. He’s one of the most astounding, thoughtful, brilliant and loving men I have ever met. That’s why I married him.

I wanted and still intend to safeguard what we have because it is precious to me – to both of us. While there will be pictures of him on my social media and this blog from time to time, I am not in any way shape or form trying to go from zero to one hundred and garner attention based solely on my marital status – particularly given that we are an interracial couple and there appears to be a curious fascination with that.

This post is just me, sharing a little life update and some insight into my silence plus expressing my shock at how quickly the time has passed and my excitement about our future. Our wedding was a dream made manifest so I may well talk about it at some point, especially given that I planned both days in 7 months (with the help of my Mum) and as you can imagine, I learnt a few things along the way.

12-14 days down… a lifetime to go and I couldn’t be happier with who I’m on the journey with.

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Photo credit: Tino Antoniou

4 Comments

  1. September 29, 2017 / 6:28 am

    I am so proud of you lady! You are always true to your self! Your elegance and class always comes through! I wish you both every happiness! May God bless, keep and shield you both! Best always! xox

    • metodayyoutomorrow
      September 29, 2017 / 7:35 am

      Thank you for your kind words Chidinma and amen! God bless you too xx

  2. September 29, 2017 / 8:36 pm

    Congratulations! I saw the change on your social media and wondered had I missed something, but this post is what I’m doing in my relationship. My boyfriend and I have been dating for 2 years and an official couple about a year and I don’t post any pictures of him on my social media pages and some find it weird, but like you said I’m enjoying this privacy of us and this life we’re building and living. I gush about him in person, but he knows and I know that not everyone on social media is praying for your happiness. Best of luck!

  3. October 2, 2017 / 5:38 pm

    Awwwwwwwwww!!
    Congratulations my dear, sweet blog sister! Congratulations to you and yours on this new path of life. Send bright bolts of love and happiness to you as you enter this new chapter and lifetime with each other.

    I loved reading your write up on choosing to keep the intimacy of your relationship between YOUR relationship. I pretty much stay under cover for the same reasons but especially to remind myself that it’s not a social media competition to love someone and post about him

    So congratulations dear one, looking forward to whatever you chose to shire with us <3

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